So I am getting pretty bad at keeping up with this but not much has been going on. I had a baby shower on Sat. to go to. My friend Heidi is having a little girl. It is my first of 3 in the next week. We went to my cousin Briana's birthday party today, and Brandon had the blue and gold for cub scouts but we did not go. I am sick of all of the drama that some of these people bring and I think that Brandon can sense it. I have been trying to not let it bother me and not care that they are talking about me but I think that I am going to have to now say something because it it effecting Brandon. He did not want to go today because I got a phone call from one of the parents and he saw that it made me upset and decided that because of it he did not want to be around them. I don't know what to do because I don't want to look like a bitch or a baby, or to start my trouble but this is for the boys not the adults and some of them have not figured this out yet.

So it has been a couple of days, but not much has been going on. On Sunday we had people over to watch the superbowl. Wow that was the most dull superbowl that I have ever seen. It sucked so bad, and then to make it worse the Pats lost. Then on Monday I feel on the ice and hurt myself. I have a sprained wrist and a contussion on my hand. And today I went up to cub scout council to get everything that all of the leaders need for the blue and gold on Sunday. And that is about all the I have done so far this week, kind of dull I know.

So not much going on today, my mom will be picking up the kids in about 3 hours. After that Ben and I might go out and do something. We havenot been able to do much the last 3 months because of no money, but we just got our income taxes back so we might go out shopping or something. Well if anything exciting happen's I might write more later.

Weigh in day

So yesterday was weigh in day and I did not do as good as I had hoped. But I did loss another 1 lb. I guess anything is good and I should not complain, but I do not know what I am doing wrong. I have been writing everything down and not using all of my points. I started exercing. I am going to keep it up and see if maybe I can have a good week at some point. Well I went to the gym yesterday, I have not been in a long time and it was fun. Well as fun as exercing can get. I think that I am going to make myself go at least 3 times a week, maybe more. Well got to get Chloe off to school.

So I am feeling better, but I still did not work out at all today. I did set my alarm to get up at 6 in the morning though. I did not do much today, just sat around the house most of the day. Brandon had cub scouts today and I took him to that, but I am not a leader or anything so I just sit and talk to the other moms. Liz and I do our weigh in tommorow and I hope that we both do good. I would like to see another 3 lbs. or so, but will just have to see. I also have a doctors appointment in the morning, fun fun. Well that's about all I have in me for tonight. I think that I am going to have early bed again tonight. I think now that I am finally able to sleep my body is trying to catch up on all of those months that I could not get any sleep at night.

Only 2 days

So my getting up at 6 to work out only lasted for 2 days. But not because I did not want to do it, well I never want to but I can make myself. The alarm went off this morning at 6 and when I got out of bed I felt so sick. I have a bad headache, my throat is swollen, my sines are killing me, well you get the picture. I don't even have enough energy to take a shower before I bring Chloe to school. So I am just going to chill out in the morning and hope that I feel better. Then maybe I will work out a little later and get myself going before I pick her up in the afternoon. Well I will write some more later and tell you if I managed to drag myself into working out.

So not much to write but I said that I would write tonight. I went into the school and helped in one of the classes today. Liz and I also had girl scout. The girl that was so rude was sugar sweet today. Oh and also someone from the council came to watch our meeting today. She said that it was because she does not know the leaders in the area and wants to get to know us, but I find it funny that she came right after this girl was complaining about us. But oh well the meeting went great and nothing to complain about. Well it is 10 and I am getting ready to go to bed.